after a year.

                      FEB. 19,  2013

 It's been a year now, Today is no different than yesterday , or the day before that, or the week or month before that, I miss her today, I missed her last week. I was with her a lot the yr before she left for her journey with the great I am. But it isn't all about how I miss her, It is about her, she has no pain now, she is happy. and has a new body, Not one that is all burnt up from the radiation. She was a great person and had so many friends. all the red hat girls she loved so much.
  But now I have to concentrate on helping Pat get well and walking again, and being able to get out and do things. She went to Walmart yesterday  by herself, first time she has went anywhere by herself for almost a year. she is painting again, which is one of her past times, and she is so good at it, I have a wall covered with angels that she has painted. love them.

 I have a lot of bruises today, as I fell again, and went across the coffee table, and I had it loaded down with junk that didn't need to be there. but I am fine, just spotted. as anyone who is reading this knows I am not a good blogger, but I am trying, and it is just me and my thoughts.  later.

                                Long over due
 It is so hard to think what to put in here, that someday my family may want to read.
Now I am just waiting for Pat to get well, she has been down for so long, I miss running around with her so much, we always went everywhere together, and she has not been able to walk for a yr. hoping this month she gets the go ahead to walk, and hope her back doesn't give her too much trouble that she can do things. she has a lot on her plate that she has been waiting to do. Lord I pray that she is able this summer to do it all. I know Chris ;needs help also, but she does not live close so I don't hear all that is wrong with her, but I hear enough to know that she is not well either. I think I am in better shape than either one of them and that is not the way life is suppose to work out. Don't know too much about Earl as he doesn't say a lot, When I ask him why he says why complain and tell me when there is nothing I can do about it. I feel like I am in good health, I can do about anything I want to. and I am going on that zip line as soon as it warms up. and I got to go see Sal , I shouldn't put it off like I do. I got to get busy on the heart for debbie for valentine. and then I got to think of something for easter, maybe a huge egg and decorate it. or just get a bunny. I get to thinking if Chris lived up here she likes to go shopping all the time and she would probably run me ragged.  She needs to live up here where all her family is. but she has a nice place in Ky. I am trying to learn something on the piano, it is slow, as I can't seem to remember it all. but if I keep at it I can do it. I don't know why I can't just go to a hypnotist and be able to do it when I walk  out. I may check into that. well right now I need to check into feeding a doggy that is climbing on me and telling me she is hungry. she is so smart. I bet it wouldn't take her long to learn to play the piano. just saying. got to get off of here now. and go do something.